WOW
THIS IS MY BLOG SO I GUESS I CAN SAY ANYTHING.
LATELY I'VE BEEN REALLY DEPRESSED ABOUT LIFE AND WHAT I NEED TO CHANGE.
IT HAS BEEN A HARD FEW YEARS.
I DON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT TO MANY THINGS BUT I'M GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING THAT AFFECTS ME DAILY.
MY FINGERS.
IT IS SO DANG HARD ON A DAILY BASIS TO DO SO MANY THINGS, WATER MAKES THEM HURT AND BLISTER ON THE ENDS FOR SOME REASON.
ANY PRESSURE MAKES ME FLY THRU THE WALL
HOLDING ANYTHING METAL JUST FALLS OUT OF MY HANDS, I CAN'T FEEL METAL AT ALL.
HOLDING A PENCIL OR PEN TO WRITE IS SO HARD
TRYING TO STITCH A STITCHERY IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME, THE NEEDLE
WON'T STAY IN MY FINGERS.
I TYPE IN BIG LETTERS BECAUSE I HIT THE WRONG ONES SO OFTEN THAT IT TAKES ME 5 MINS TO TYPE 1 SENTENCE. IT'S NOT BECAUSE I'M SHOUTING, BUT SOME DAYS I DO WANT TO SHOUT THAT IT'S NOT FAIR, I DO MISS MY FINGERS AND POLISHING THEM IN PRETTY COLORS. I DO MISS MY FINGERS FOR DOING MY HAIR ( IT IS VERY FRUSTRATING TO DROP THE BRUSH 8 TIMES).
I MISS MY FINGERS BECAUSE THEY WERE A PART OF ME FOR OVER 49 YEARS AND THEY ARE GONE.
I MISS THEM BECAUSE WHEN MY GRANDCHILDREN ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED AND DON'T UNDERSTAND AND ASK WHEN CAN THEY GROW BACK - I DON'T HAVE ANY GOOD ANSWERS FOR THEM. JUST WHEN I SEE JESUS AGAIN.
I MISS THEM BECAUSE I CAN'T HOLD A POTATO OR CARROT AND PEEL THE SKINS OFF MY FINGERS ARE TO SHORT.
I MISS NOT BEING IN PAIN.
ANYWAY THAT'S MY BLOG AND MY LIFE THAT I'VE BEEN GIVEN.
DEBBIE